i moved. oh you outdated folks. :)

blackmargins.livejournal.com
it's locked though. so create lj :)

I totally ignored the existence of the poor blog. I feel like a jerk now ):
but well. TODAY. is a superdupermega GREAT day. and just 15 minutes ago i was asked a question that made me felt like i was the most FORTUNATE girl on this planet. (: i feel like i'm in some taiwan drama! but well. that question is MEANT FOR ME AND ME ONLY. so go away :) but read finish my post first!
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anyway, I shall take this chance to post about my TWO major camps of THE YEAR. OBS and prefect's June camp! :)
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OBS was really awesome. Tiring YET fulfilling. and the experience was really overwhelming :) caught the cold bug on the fourth day, which eventually evolved into a fever, felt terrible on the last day, but heck. it's the last day folks. WHO CARES ALREADY. thanks y'all for the superwhoper amount of concern shown! From helping to carry bags to that simple sms. Even the teachers! who graciously allowed me to postpone my CIP games trial to let me rest before my prefect's camp :)
not gonna go into details. y'all are not going to believe me unless y'all experience OBS for yourselves! :)
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nowww, prefect's camp was da BOMB. and i mean it. not that i'm bias or anything. but yeah, boot camp was ultra funn. and external was just AWESOME. (not because my comm planned it) but it was because everyone was super spontaneous, even the external people! and i was really glad our games were considered fun, and i did not screw up my cleaner role :) HAHAHA. anyway, awkward much, i'm really glad external brought us (even the external people) closer! in a way. :)
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brief post. even though it's beenm weeks since i posted. HAHA. even after june camp i'm still planning like mad, for CIP! crapzoidzx.

oh, and homework. i haven't done miss ho's reflection thing! super busy. better start! :)
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God, my God. I cry out

I feel like such a failure.

i haven't post since almost a month ago. and now, i have nothing to blog ):
oh gosh. i feel so. phail.
anyway, common tests have been okay. finally passed chinese :). mm but was quite disappointed.
and last week was just. zz. don't even mention it.

well mothers' day was kewlzx. although the karaoke room was super cold and my family kept singing oldies. haha.
my craze for cheena songs is still onnn. don't know how long it'll last though. but i must say, taiwan dramas are super slow :) enjoy watching them though, some are super bitter-sweet ;-)

feeling abit tingly now for tomorrow's CC interview. oops :| gonna do my best to try to squeeze innn ha.
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gosh. gotta update my livejournal. evs.
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i'm giving you five seconds to look back

it's been two weeks since i last posted here; really lazy haha.
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school has been, fine i guess. learnt many things- like not relying on people to pick up my stuff/ throw my rubbish away. :O but overall i guess it's been; quite okay.
well i really hope when i go back to school on monday; with my newly cut hair and kala's birthday present (i've gotten rid of my fringe so stop complaining JIAQI); that people won't hate me

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I really like chinese songs now :)
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就算这样, 我愿意单恋你一悲子

You tore the veil,
You made a way
When you said that it is done
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I feel so tickled, haha. I don't know whyy, but the many miracles and signs that God has shown me is so small yet significanttt.

Don't despise the small signs-

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I've been updating LONGER and MORE OFTEN posts (?)(i need to listen to your grammar lessons now, ms chuah) in my LJ, and I haven't been locking my posts, soooo. GO THERE AFTER YOU COME HERE.

blackmargins.livejournal.com

although you don't know it, it was you two that really encouraged me, that really let me see that glimmer of light, to move forward. Thanks guys. God bless you two plenty.

That impact they made on me, can I make that same impact to others? I'll work hard.
Just made a mess, I really want to go to school tomorrow. like really. so immune system please work for me just this once! ):

I'm tired, very. I want to. slap myself out of the world. stop time, and sleep for as long as I want, then wake up. That is what I call sleep.

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Jiayou to those who have been pangseh-ed and have to carry the group's burdens on their shoulders! Jiayou to you all! You're favourable in the eyes of God (: which is most important yup.
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I want to know how to bring up my mood, now.
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Maybe the time is just not enough
Maybe it's just, not yet -

yay, I finally. got a NEW PHONE. and well. i'm kinda elated.
knew that my parents just wanted to lift my spirits up a bit! thanks much ya'll (:
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I feel superduper GUILTY of something. oops. but heh-heh (:
my phone. is awesome-ly. cool. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
and I just confessed to Rachel about ____ . real funnnnny ;)
heeeeeeh. awesome day today! ;) totally got over thursday already.

Day 4 of pure coolness! -WINKS-

I've created LJ!
http://blackmargins.livejournal.com
hehe, I've blocked some posts but will update there more often! So read the non-friends only posts!
oh, I won't abandon my dear old blogger though. (:
Tomorrow's match against Cedar is awkwardly TENSE. This time I can feel the pressure ): . uhh well. ;O
Got to do my chinese essay, feel really bad to give laoshi late work. 'Cos she gives that look haha.
6:24 now, waiting for dinner. crap hungry ;)

I LOVE ________ (!)
BWAHAHHAHAHAHA.

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Frozen inside with your -

I've fallen in love with old(ER) songs (: hooorrray for me!

- TO JIAQI.
I'll go Cam with ya'll, haha no worries! :) oh, and I'll keep the M facebook thing a secret! :)

-TO OLS
omgoodness I promise to watch SPR with ya'll alright! ;) I'll TRY my best NOT to freak out. I love our camwhoring sessions BWAHHAHAHA.

I have no idea where I want to go for ROCs Sabbaticals! but well, will pray 'bout it! (: , see where God wants to put me in. hahaha. gonna make an LJ account soon! so I can go read and stalk people's LJ blogs (:
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Wake me up inside

IMMENSE THANKS to the 136 of ya'll that wished me! (: greatly appreciated, for making my Fab fifteen so awesome (: XOXO. HAHA.
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Was sitting in the car to school when suddenly my head split and my stomach hurt like pigs so my ahgong had to turn 'round and drive me back home. Went to the docs and booooooooosh, there goes my day. sighhh. what happened to immunity system! D:
I've turned into the Gladys-who-keeps-skipping-PE. LARGE SIGHS.
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FEELING UTTERLY SAD NOW FOR A CERTAIN FRIEND. I can FEEL for you. ): I WANT TO CRYYYYYYY.

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I somehow find
You and I
Collide

wellwellwellwellwell
I finally admit that

I

OFFICIALLY

HAVE

NO

LIFE
- aren't you glad Carol (:
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because when YOU KNOW YOU DO. you just CAN'T HELP BUT DO.
haha mental madness. ah well.
realllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy FEEL for RACHEL KOH. -standing ovation- la.
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'cos when you do
you just can't help but do
I'll never understand

Last week had been a total waste awesome week, with stoning, slacking and catching up with friends, but nevertheless it's just been super OVERWHELMING.
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Gave training, LTC stuffzx AND today's training a miss, because I felt giddy AND puke-y. so yup. Saturday was the most awesome worship night of the year (well we only have one per year. BUT ANYWAY) it was just. God-sent-ly AWESOME (: whooopppeedooo!

CG was great as usual. love them (:
and first day of school wasn't so bad after all. thank God.
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Gotta finish chem and phys now, least mrs tan and ms or craks up/nags again. ;)
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WHAT KIND OF UPDATED POST-FOR-FOUR-DAYS WAS THAT JEAN. boo.

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I turned around
and you ended up with her
It's for the best; I know it

have to give youth min board a miss! I'm aching all over + _______________ D: so sigh.
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Desperately needneedNEED to know what Jayne's fave colours are, if not I DIE! :O and the world would be sad ):
haha, kinda excited for Saturday's CG outing, but part of me doesn't want to go, BECAUSE EUGENE IS GOING TO HAUNT ME. hawhaw.
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HAPPY BELATED TO STEFANIE AND CAROL-TWINO! <3
love you two to BITS.


haha twino, I realised we totally DO NOT have a picture together! so well, have to get THIS off facebook! knew the inner you was sneaky and ewwwwwwwwil! :D haha, stop playing stupid pranks on me! I KNOW THE CHANGE OF SCHOOL ONE'S A PRANK ALREADYYYYYY. First the Obama trick, then the Kala's thailand bf one, and then the super-long earrings one, and then the violin sign vs. B.O.B. one! WELL. hope you've had an awesome one! I owe you a present hehe (:

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we fly balloons on this fuel called love

Prefects March Camp was just so unexplainable-ly awesome, tiring AND bond-ly! (: reallyreallyreally love the SURPRISE! (haha Min), and the gossip (winkwink Andrea!) ANDAND the non-stop talking and laughing (love this part the MOST)! ;)

Had alot of really weird games, and level/committee meetings, that were really fruitful and enjoyable! I really love how I have such an awesome PB to work with hehe (:
Sarah-Ann and Crystal totally boasted non-stop about how great and mighty synapse was, (LIKE HELLO) and they dragged (literally) me to do the dance with them. (DIED) was reallyreally funny though, but now everyone wants to go! crapzoidzxzx. (&@!^#$%#^%#)

Jeanne, Kat, Colette and Klarissa were totally hilarious for the Shanghai trip video-thingy! (: hahaha, the contrast between the hotel rooms and the place they stayed in were really mind-blowwwwwwwwwwing (: hahahaah and you guys can beat me at random-ness any time! (:
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Had a friendly with JJC like straight after break camp, and totally DIED. Nyam, Jeanne and me were really dying, Jeanne and i couldn't sleep well the night before! :( which was really quite sad. hehe. but it was alright, beat them by one! (: (mainly 'cos I sucked, and screwed up like crazyness)

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I predicted this week to be
(!$&!^$!%$^!%$!^$%!$!$&!
INSANITY MADNESS.
how to finish all the homework! I want a super-duper-awesome-time-stopper-invisibility-machine-72184! :O

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my heart
crushed by a former love

Synapse 2009

it was really fun-packed with: bottles of laughter, loads of learning andddddddd manymanymany embarrassing truths about myself let known to my juniors! :O
was really tiring, (with muchmuchMUCH running/sprinting) and almost hyperventilated. haha. but wells
REALLY HAD MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE WITH SUPERBLY AMAZING PERSONALITIES :) overall was really enjoyable, met with old friends, like Collin.
somehow, deep dowwwwwwwnnnnnn inside, something's not that right.
oh well.
My group was named Flashlight! (although Justin kinda opposed STRONGLY, he wanted it to be flasher! ;) ) and had nicenice awesome people like;
Benedict.Justin.Rachel.Min Lin.Joel.Dean.Hui Ying.Isador.Jia Qi. Chester.Kimberly.Janelle. haha. awesome new friends!
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We losttttt finals, for both division, but really thank God for bring us thus far (: still in nationals!
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maybe it's just one-sided